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For You Fathers: There are no forevers, only moments

So many fathers grieve after their children grow or are gone that they didn't spend enough time with their children. But how many times were you with your child but weren't there? Standing next to your child as she ate an ice cream or frolicked a couple of feet away from you in a pool, but you weren't there. Your mind was a million miles away, thinking about work, or what you missed out in life(or so much more the case what you think you missed out in life). You sat there as if in a trance and one day you woke up and she was no longer there? It happened to me to my precious little girl. One day I woke up and she was gone. Sure my presence was with her during those times but not my full attention or my mind. How many times did she look up laughing to see me sitting there looking slightly away with a blank look on my face and not understanding. My God, My God. Please if You would only give me one, just one day back and I will never ask for another thing.
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Plastic surgeon wanted to kill family. How I remember Dr. Bonanno

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Fascinating excerpt on the recently departed Jerry Epstein


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In 2007 the FBI prepared a 53 page indictment for Epstien which could have put him away for life. Prosecuting the case would be Alexander Acosta the US Attorney for Miami at the time.
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Mayor Lori Lightfoot says the big problem is Saturday night into Sunday morning, when most of the weekend shooting victims are injured. Speaking on So I have an idea. Lets just get rid of the weekends Right see no weekends, no Saturday night especially and bingo! Shootings solved. I know sounds ridiculous but it's about the only damn thing coming out of there to solve this crisis.
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